oh shit. I have not saved for hours, and I think its about to crash..




It appears all is fine now.

I'm currently working on one of those stupid videos that no one but yourself finds at all meaningful or entertaining, But its the best thing I have done in months. I already chose A track, Im now exploring different options, and laughing my bum off with how in time some of the music is with the movements, Alas.. It will be posted here.

Lots has been going on and I realise I have not been posting, In fairness there is lots of positive and lots of negative, but im not finding the time to write here..

I'm also sick to death of the pathetic games of certain people that are bitching off. I dont care, Just dont involve me please, That is all.

If I like you, I like you... and even if the whole world hates you.. I still like you, and no one on this earth will tell me who to like or not like. If because of that, That people seem to have a problem with me /cut me off/whatever else. Fuck them, They were not worth knowing,and will end up very lonely in life.

So.. Lol, I think im feeling a bit moody and low?.. cant be tolerating peoples crap anymore, Especially with my own crap going on..

Life is hard, But we all get through it.



Now for that Video of sexness!! ^_^ Eeeep



it was meant to make me feel better, but only made me feel worse.


GAY.

I have an interview here: Studio one

After taking my chances and dropping them a call, to see if they have any vacancies (which I doubted as studio's are really struggling) He exclaimed, We are really busy but not looking for staff...

Then..

I did my thing, Got chatting, Until before I knew it an hour had passed. The conversation ended on him saying something along the lines of "Tara, I think you are brilliant, So full of life and ideas.. Obviously a very creative and unique person, I want to meet you and arrange when you can work"

Like, GASSSSSSP! ^_^ He was so taken by me, and thought I could completely bring something new to their studio, as well as a wealth of experience doing things that both his staff, and himself have never done before.

Eeeeeep... Now I just gotta win him over in an official Interview! ~ Im waiting for his call to arrange a day, Although He thinks sunday is good for him.

WISH ME LUCK! ~ PLEASE?! HAHAHA!

At least my work and Independence prospects in life appear to be looking up.



Awhhh.. A cute little baby, Photographed of course by Moi!

Well, Thank goodness, the months mayhem is all over. My birthday was great, I had a lovely posh meal in a japanese restaurant, we sat around the tapanyaki bar, and the cook made fire, threw food into peoples mouths, and all that great showmanship! ~ I then endeavored to get horribly drunk (horrible not being the case at all) and enjoy the rest of my night.. Until of course, I had too many jagermeisters, which make me do oh so naughty naughty things, and not remember in the morning! The following couple of days, were of course spent partying very hard! Got some lovely pressies and things, and all round was an awesome 21st!

So, I have started my driving lessons..Its all very exciting. I have only had one lesson.. It goes clutch,make sure gear is in neutral,gas until you feel the drag, into first gear and go go go right? ROFL. Ah man.. Its all so hard! how am i supposed to remember after about 10 seconds of driving? ~ I also have my little theory test on my ds, Im doing well! LOL. Man I cant wait to be driving, and have my Independence!

So apart from all that stuffs, I have finally done the garden, Properly this time! NO WEEDS! ^_^ I Have blisters on my fingers, But it was so worth it! ~ Ill be off to the garden center in a day or two, to buy some lovely flowers... Im currently growing my own garlic on my window seal.. which ill also be planting, along with -=fingers crossed=- Some potatoes and some baby onions.. If, that is I can get them to grow. HOW EXCITING! MY OWN HOME GROWN VEGETABLE PATCH! ~ Hopefully ill be able to make home made pickled onions to! YUMMY! my favorite!

annnndddd that's pretty much what i have been doing, since my oh so exciting last entry.. Of course wouldn't be right to not show you something creative.. So.. here's some banners I was asked to make a friend :)







Ta da! that's your lot for now :P

well, My operation was a complete success. Im in absolute agony, And the stitches are already pissing me off. But alas, Im fixed :D ~ I trembled so much and was terrified... I dont think I have ever felt so sick walking into a hospital.

All Is good. Im fixed.. Start my driving lessons in two weeks ^_^ ~ Yes, Me driving... Watch out other road users! The pink mobile is coming! hahaa.


Also, Got my buzz back.. Started a new painting (Its been a few years at least) ~ And its coming along well... My sketch book is full of sketches, colour testing and my first practice of my piece... Canvas is prepped and ready to go...


And I got my photography buzz back...







Could life get better than this? (Apart from the pain)

Khanate rock my socks.

Even more Amazing played through a bass amp... whilst "making love" OH HO HO HO

Today: ~ caterpillars are bigger, I woke up too late, I therefor will likely go to sleep too late. Went to a bar. Walked out without paying.... A geniune accideant I assure you.


Im sure Ill post a little note, with some cash through the door.. With a "Im sorry"


OHHOHHOHOHOHOHOOHHOOHH.. Oh noes.

Yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! ~ I have been intently staring through the plastic, watching thier every nibble and stomp stomp stomp :D.. They appear to love the little home I made them out of a tub, A coke bottle Lots of tape, And paint :D I hadn't realized just how tiny they were.. Hopefully they will grow nice and big for the new one I made them (Which includes some netting for them to pupate on) ~ Before finally turning into buterfly's in march. Which Incidentally.. Will make a beautiful photoshoot, As they wont fly for an hour.. So I can just place them on myself ^_^


Now... All I need to do is keep them alive. Im Shitting it! hahaa.. If you know me, Im sure your also doubting my ability to do so!

awhhh.. Nibble nibble nibble.. Crunch crunch crunch.

awoken far too early for my liking, although far too late for the normals in this world, at 2pm by the continuous ringing of my phone. I stomped through into the hallway, No Package yet :( Into the living room to find one of smudges less desirable presents. A big pile Of cat sick! Grabbed a bag, scooped it up, and disposed of.

It like a reoccurring nightmare.

Just days before I stumbled out of bed to place my foot directly into a squelchy pile. Positioned perfectly atop a pair of my pants... I figure the poor boy, was tempted by the fabric, Or possibly a slight whiff of sardines?!.. Had a sniff.. and the rest speaks for itself really.

Lesson: Don't leave pants on the floor,get rid of your floor... Suspend your cat from the sealing and tape his mouth shut. That should stop the piles of puke.

An amazing couple of days, Eating steak and cheesecake (although much of my cheesecake ended up in other belly's, after they consumed their way through their own) And drinking far too much tea ~ Which in-fact, coupled with my half 8 wake up this morning and my lack of sleep last night, had adverse effects when it came to the caffeine. Yes, After walking to the train station, I Arrived home and slept. WONDERFUL.

Everything is Happy and rainbows! ~ ROFL. ~ And tomorrow, My caterpillars should be arriving, Life could not possibly seem any better.












Today's lesson: Tea Makes you wee too much. Two people drinking too much tea, causes ques for the bathroom :)

What are hopes and dreams? like dreams.. Our hopes go away when we wake up. Wake up to reality.

The human Mind. A very intriguing thing...



Any-who, Visual spaff. I managed to nick some of my work from pauls studio when I worked there again (they are incredibly short staffed, and I love it they they come crawling back to me)

And I thought I would show you all a few of my wedding photo's and bits.

The example here is called a "designer album" ~ therefor, I use all the piccies, make them pretty and they are printed directly into a book~ a very big book.. A modern Wedding album! ^_^

Please. please forgive me, I have re sized them so they are tiny, but I have not worked out how to make it clicky so you can see them.. So you will have to tolerate me using loads of your valuable lj space! Ahaha.. If you want to see any bigger, say the word ;)


Its not all the pages.. And just picture it. Each image here spreads over two large pages in the book. DELICIOUS!



That wedding was one of my firsts, A really happy day. the couple were the first couple I ever photographed in the studio, and they requested me as thier wedding photographer the day they met me :D The Bride even gave me a cuddle when I arrived on her wedding morning. Best Wedding Ever!

Today I spoke to dad on the phone for a few hours, He has not slept or eaten for days, and there is nothing I can do about it. He cried.. For pretty much the whole conversation. It broke my heart. I cried when I got off the phone.

He knows he.. Ah.. Grahhhhh

Anyway, Today I designed some world of warcraft banners for a private server.. I enjoyed it lots and lots.. here's my favorite few =)
















Tomorrow I will be tidying all day in time for my bbq! Im really excited!